A weekend full of fast parts, slow parts, ups, downs, anticipated turns, and some unexpected...
* a scary phone call from an ambulance, from my Grandma, who is 90. All is well and she's home now, thank goodness...
* a visit to the zoo and a birthday party...
* another house showing, their 2nd, and perhaps our first offer? Still waiting, still wondering...
* repeated play of a
song that helps me to feel more and think less
* lingering in an antique store, full of history, remembering dreams and possibility...
* and
big decisions being reconsidered as the weight of what is gained and what is lost begins to sink in...
Living with an open heart sometimes means we feel the turns a little sharper and the falls a little harder. Because we feel everything and try to live moment by moment, riding in spirals feels rather like riding in circles. But, make no mistake, they ARE spirals, and the roller coasters will always, eventually, come to a stop.
And then I can breath again...
Hope your weekend was a tad less heart-thumping than mine...Happy Monday :)...
